Kayla Fuller Poems

That feeling you get when someone says that they care
the love you feel from that person,
it makes you all happy inside,
but yet it doesn't always make things better.
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You pop them pills
you can't even pay the bills

you only think of yourself
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Looking, staring, talking
laughing, holding, kissing
feeling all good inside
but you have to say goodbye
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I sit here and wonder
why things are the way they are
I realize I can't have the answers to everything
I have to live to learn
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If I was gone tomorrow, would i be missed?
When i am gone and my name is on the obituary list,
I want people to go on with there lives as normal.
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If only I could turn back time
I would do it just for you.
If I could get wealthy
I would give it all to you.
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Comsumed by fear
Blinded by pain
Nothing to offer
But this feeling of blame
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One day I'm having a good day, laughing, and hanging out,
And the next day i'm having a bad day, crying, and depressed.
Sitting on my bed in my room, by myself
How i like it
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Thoughts running through my head
as I lay in bed
Wondering why I am thinking of suicide,
Why am i depressed?
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Likeing my life,
but wanting to go back to my old life,
has got me all messed up.
I live in a confused daze
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