kusumawardhani sudibyo Poems

Oh Lord..
May I...grumble all the day.
gloomy and frawning.
Forget the brain.
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If I throw it..it could be missed.
At least I've tried.
Then just leave it in my fist...wastefull.
Thightly but it's only a weight.
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Can I keep it?
I have no heart to let him go.
If the doubly happiness in my mind for him.
I feel relieved.
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when the beats aren't in a harmony.
it's amazing.
the only word I can say.
how could I hold it?
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I'm full.
Need nothing no more.
Need no one.
I'm absolutely fullfilled.
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Have you thought?
sometimes night sky so bright.
other time day is so dark.
But life is so bright.
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I should give it all.
You are the owner.
you have the privelege of my heart and mind.
Please promise me.
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sometimes just too tired to defend.
Let the harm drops soak my heart.
It's gonna take longer than a day.
To dry it.
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Couldn't get effort no more.
Just think it commonly.
Just wanna stop worrying.
I let my brain stop.
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Sadly quietness just begun.
But it seems forever.
I told my heart..be strong.
I have tried..with all my best.
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