Lauren Harper

The fears I have.
The things I see.
What you do not understand, is that you are only hurting me.
You say you want answer.
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Seemingly I am lost,
As if I am a ghost inside.
A piece has been taken,
Leaving my conscious to wonder where it may be.
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I refuse to be who you are.
I stand against what you do.
I am no longer a carbon copy of you.

We may look alike.
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Come to me dear.
Hurt me one more time.
If you dare to try.
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Its like living among another race.
Walking among those that you know.
But in reality there are excessive gaps in between.
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A laugh that kills.
A smile that shreds.
The words of death.
The vile heart.
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Once it has left,
It can not be returned.
Not one sentence.
Not one word.
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My mind is a dark place.
It's sure enough to scare anyone who dares to try and comprehend,
Where my thoughts even begin.
For as I know my thoughts torment my very soul.
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You tell me who I am.
But, I must disagree.
For you, do not know one thing.
All you examine is the surface.
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Taking my hand,
You lightened my charcoal soul.

Taking my heart,
You mended what was broke.
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Bubbles enclose us inside,
Trapping our hearts,
As well as our minds.
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Old pictures,
With familiar faces,
That hold empty spaces.
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I peal my eyes open,
Only to be put through hell.
While others see that all is well.
What an a illusion.
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My head is about to explode,
Soon enough I know.

For what my eyes see,
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The piece of you I hold in my hands.
The chain I swore would never leave my neck.
But now that my ties have been severed with you.
I know what I must solemnly do.
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Things change.
People come and go.
And sometimes we're left alone.
But that's okay.
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Looking at pictures I see happy and carefree faces.
There are girls holding hands and elbows perfectly placed.
I look and I am filled with envy.
I wish one of those girls was me..
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