Lily Espinosa

Her hero's gone away,
Will he come back another day?
She could not say.
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So this is how it ends,
You're happy,
I'm happy,
He's happy,
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My last few poems have been pretty dull,
All this self pity,
Quite unlike me,
It's not all bad,
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I miss you so much,
As if we were fresh young lovers.
Who would guess we've got nearly two years of history behind us,
That we're not actually together.
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Alone.
I sit here, confused, new to this,
Unwilling to be found out,
Hiding behind my computer screen.
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If I knew all the answers
To every question you'd ever asked, thought or imagined,
Would it change how things are now?
If I could stop time, speed it up or slow it down
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Happy times, they come and go.
But my love for you, will always show,
Now matter how hard i fight it, like im trying to do now,
You'll aways remain in my heart somehow.
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We've had our ups and downs,
Most of the downs because of me,
Although i know you'd disagree.
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Quietly she sits and stares,
Long dark curly hair as still as her soul,
She wishes, longs, pleads for him,
But still he does not come.
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So many things to write about,
So much has gone on,
So many ways I could let you in,
So many ways to begin.
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Its late at night and I'm thinking of you,
Your soft eyes and sweet smile
Won't leave my mind,
Not that I mind so much.
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I want to,
see you
feel you
touch you
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Late at night
Swollen eyes
Tired
Puffy.
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Throughout past time, you've remained my friend
While those close to me demise.
The page, for my thoughts,
The words my expression,
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Your opinions of me,
Good or bad, im indifferent to them now.
I tried to get in to help you, but i didn't know how.
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No cuddles from her mother,
She doesn't know the girl wants any.

No comfort from her father,
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There can never be another 'us'
Not now theres 'you and her, ' 'me and him'
And as i sit,
I wonder why,
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I'm looking for my perfect guy,
Does anyone know where he is?
Riddled with issues,
Problems from here to Timbuktu.
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Hunger sets in,
Like a beast within,
Stomach churns,
I collapse on the floor,
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I thought it could never happen,
I'd sit alone and ponder it,
Angelic thoughts of us trailing through my mind,
Me and you,
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