You will not touch above the knee and below the waist.
You will not touch above the stomach and below the shoulder.
You will not touch any bare skin that I do not usually show.
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I sit and think about
How not to think about you.
I want to forget you
But it's so hard.
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My dream is a hundred dollar dress,
Perfect shoes, fancy jewelry, and you.
What I get is a fifteen dollar dress,
Practical shoes, decent jewelry, and no one.
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The trees, the lights,
The sales, the fights.
Why commercialize Christmas?
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I know that you will never be mine.
I know that you will end up with her.
I know that you will be hurt.
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Today, in class, he noticed me.
He actually did.
He smiled and he looked at me.
At least, I thought he did.
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First and foremost I am a Christian. I'm also loud, opinionated, friendly. I love to act, sing, dance, play the piano, and, obviously, write. My ancestry is Swedish, British, German, and, according to the Russian foreign exchange student at my school, I look like I'm from Siberia. My family and friends are amazing. I live in Fort Wayne, Indiana. I attend Snider High School and am a sophomore. Yeah, I'm just a kid. And life is a nightmare. But I can't complain. Enjoy my writings and ramblings.)
Saving Myself
You will not touch above the knee and below the waist.
You will not touch above the stomach and below the shoulder.
You will not touch any bare skin that I do not usually show.
I will not flirt incessently with you.
I will not allow myself to forget myself.
I will wear a ring on my left ring finger to remind us both of that.
We will not go to second base.
We will not do anything we would not do in front of our mothers.
We will not have sex.
I'm saving my self for the man I marry.
You will not pressure me to do anything.