M.A. Ces Poems

The silence continues
And so does this game
What's worst is I know
That I'm the only one to blame
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Waiting by the phone
Waiting all alone
Waiting for you to call
Waiting to know if you care at all
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I'm scared I'll fall for you
Like I fell for him
I'm scared this feeling will start
A tornado in my skin
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'I love you'
Rubbish... lie
You never did
You never tried
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Love cuts through my life
Like a butter knife
And lets face it thats not a lot
I cannot believe
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Id rather pretend
That its all okay
Then confess what I feel
Each and everyday
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Can you tell Im in love
By the way that I smile
By the way that I say
That the pain was worthwhile
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You are always there
Always by my side
Always have a haven
When I want to hide
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How do I be free when all I see is incarceration?
How do I expand when all I see is isolation?
How do I trust you when you don't trust me?
How do I be my own person when you won't let me be me?
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So much time passed and never I knew
That I was uncertain about what I felt about you
I could have never guessed that in a matter of time
I would no longer want you mine
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