Maria Sudibyo Poems

I can't remember your old face
right now I only see your shadow
and I'm afraid losing it too
I turn into nobody
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I don't live for everybody's happiness
I don't live for everybody's word
I don't live for everybody's expectation
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some made theory
some dig from dust
mother's story tales
old legend songs
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If I am god
I will close my eyes to couples of lies
If I am guest
I must blame the girl who serve me
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season starts to change
jungle stuck in the middle of city
nothing is heard except cricket's song
nothing is seen except life full of hopelessness
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still in your home
longing for your scent
when all hopes are fading
it remains unchanged
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when I'm slowly falling down
I feel my soul wants to fly
when my eyes are getting blur
I begin to draw your face in my head
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I thought that
nothing, nothing, nothing
can make me cry again
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