Y is my heart hurting so badly?
Y do I miss you so much?
I've spent the last 4 years without u
Still everyday it gets harder.
...
I want to know what it's like to be DEAD.
I want to feel the life being sucked from me.
I constantly feel the need to be cradled by a beautiful Rose wood casket.
Why am I here?
...
Without You
Y is my heart hurting so badly?
Y do I miss you so much?
I've spent the last 4 years without u
Still everyday it gets harder.
When does my pain n heartache go away?
When does my closure come?
I want to be with you...
I want to sleep your sleep!
I want one more minute with you.
I want to hear u say just one more time that u love me.
I want the comfort of your warm embrace just once more.
Please God allow me to be strong
Help me to remember that you have a plan
4 everyone and in that great design
My death is not yet scheduled
It hurts and I am miserable without you!
I want you...I need you...I am without you!