mark bowdidge Poems

just looking through the past
ponder my night away
sweet sixteen turnd out sour
all the pains, mistakes
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have you ever wanted to play a game
without any one else knowing
play with their thoughts
mess up their feelings
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ive have always fought
my way through this life
always earned my blessings
all the many few
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it has been said
the choices make the man
now i have made my fare share of decisions
never once have i been stuck
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i dont quite understand
how can some one live a life
yet never know who they are
ive been searching
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im sick of the anger
im sick of the hunger
the hate is worthless
building up inside
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From the start
till the end
from my art to the sin
everything about me
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i wish i may kiss you for the last time
because the first time was the best time
and it never last's
to be with u again is like another open wound
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I scream in the night
bleed by the moring
and cry inside
i hold back the pain along with the punches
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why bother looking over me
......when u hurt my freinds
she was so innocent and pure
.... so why would u let a man rape her
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