I dream of death as if it was my life
I deam of the scarest things in this world
As my famliy and friends turn there backs on me
My eyes fill with tears
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As I walk thought the cold nights of the October
I see the kids walking, and running in there costumes
oh Sweet Sweet October will you always haunt me so will I never feel the love of the dark
The dark fills my heart as if my life depends on it
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As I sit alone wondering, dreaming will I ever see you agian
Knowing I loved you.
As I sit alone waiting for my friends I remember all the good times we once had.
I no longer wonder I know that what we had is gone and Iam ok with that
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Hate Fills my heart because of you
Hate Fills because my heart is broken
Hate might never go away because I know you meant to hurt me
The dark towers over me I let it in
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The sweet Love that has never began haunts me so
Wondering if maybe it could have lasted if it even began
Beginng is always the end in my book
Love is something that people say lasts but never does
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