I talked to my sister today.
It's been over eight years.
The first word that she wrote
began the flood of tears.
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I’ve just received an S.O.S:
That read:
“Please Save Our Souls”
“This life has been so horrid
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She's not in class
where she should be at 9: 15 a.m.
She's at the church
acrossed the street from the high school.
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Sitting for what seems hours
listening to the rain
I find myself hypnotized
by the puddle
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Why can't I be happy
when the world is at my door?
I have all that I'll ever need.
I couldn't ask for more.
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To me, she could've said anything
I wanted so badly to hear her say,
''I love you and I'm gonna try.''
But all she said is ''I just can't stay.''
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My every muscle hurts.
I fight my eyes for sight.
It seems my day just starts...I blink
and once again it's night.
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The baby girl was born.
The family was torn.
Three kids already there.
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The silence is flooding my ears.
Your absence is feeding my fears.
I've never quite known
if my feelings have shown
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I still have dreams that haunt me.
I'm back there as a child.
I see the drinks, the drugs and all.
I watch our family be defiled.
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