This poem is well written but it also covers a very disturbing subject.. If that is your intention (to disturb) then you have been very effective. If, on the other hand it is a plea for understanding, I would say to you that life is a series of changing emotions. We all have our ups and our downs. I personally believe that without some sad times (as a gage) we would not really be able to appreciate the happy times as much. So, to answer your question, 'should I do it' my answer is, you should always look forward to tomorrow and realize that time is a great healer. You simply have to give it a chance.