to enjoy the enjoyable. It seems a modest enough aim
and what we're meant to do by human nature, surely? and yet
that urge to set up the next scene, to move on - do you remember
those old films where the heroes were always saying to their side-kicks
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Sometimes memory
runs back like an instant fast rewind
like it’s said to do at death
and hits you wham between the eyes
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What is it doing on the clean carpet,
that bit of pink something?
Not a curse upon the house-proud
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and it’s difficult to say exactly
what they do, or
how useful that task really is
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they’re ‘close’, we say,
wishing to be fair, kind, just;
wishing not to know too much;
in case this clouds
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Oh the pleasure, the happiness,
the delight, the joy, the bliss,
of doing just one thing above all!
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Between each word, what happens in the mind?
what moves from hearing, seeing, through the worlds
of thought; emotion; both perhaps enjoined;
what depth of silent stillness may unfurl?
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Didn’t seek it; didn’t choose it;
didn’t want it; can’t refuse it;
so it's up to you to use it;
you must suffer if you lose it;
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From time to time, when
I’ve been meditating, and
these things matter, I pick respectfully
the plastic flowers from their vase,
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