nic Leisure Poems

Feeling helpless hoping the angel will come
Taking the pain and hatred out of you
Hoping you’ll feel happiness the next day
When there’s no tears falling down from my face
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Why is Death happiness
Is it because you can’t feel
Anything for a few minutes or is it your happy and
No one can mess with you when you die
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Seeing a image of you
Seeing you in the mirror
Watching water fall down from your face
Watching you fall losing every thing
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Punshing the hate away feeling the dark daring to come back
Killing my heart just to replace the pain of you so
Punsh the feelings away before anyone gets hurt
Killing my inside because of you
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Sitting here in this lonesome room wish to come home
Sitting here thinking how I’m going to take care of you
When I’m not even their seeing you grow
I’ll do anything just to see you
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Love is but a sing rose
It sprouts and you feel yourself
Being with joy as it blooms
As time goes by you
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In my dream a place I never been to
You were there telling the darkness to go away
Looking tore’s you I was confused
You tried to kill it and you succeeded
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Blood running down your arms
Taking every ounce of pain out of you
It feels like nothing of a mad women
Crying to die hoping to be killed by some one else
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Why….


Why can’t we go on?
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When I look in the mirror eyes are looking
Towards the bowels of hate that fuels my soul
Of insanity blocking my cold black heart
My soul is begging and crying
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