Up in the cracks I used to live
And hide from the light of every child's day
When I could have been free and frollick
Nature gave me this disease
...
I see him, this unknown
Happy only
When gardening alone
Far from conversations
...
The sky reclines under my arms
So all the aggresive heat strikes my back
The earthy grime wrestle among my feet
My individual toes bind, grapple and shape the scum below
...
It's a long long way
From cold countryside farm life of men of stature
To squats settled in dust and gloom
And the rudimentry crackwhore dwelling her life
...
Girl Without A Heart
Embedded in the Earth
A box of six feet
She lays
Cold, Bled, Ripped
A wuthering, wearing rock
Chiseled with words from her daughter
'Heidi, Loved by everyone,
Will always be missed'
And all is said
Among the weary living
A stoop shouldered man steps to browse
At the foot of such a sick lump
She looked at me before
When she sprayed me with smoke
Ringing me like maggots to fresh meat
And the path of her skirt fell open
I put my hand where darkness abides
The tips of my extensions
Fingering the cracks
Till her eyes rolled back
But now she rests opened
I saw her on the field
With another hand on her opened eye
Ankles grappling with the dirty oats
Her face was everywhere that summer
As I prayed for St. Jude's call
Sickened with the perfume of vibrance
I took a blade
And slit out her heart
The bottom of her breast opens
Gaping, while I tore out her passion, until her face
Was bleached, except those blue eyes blackened
I shovelled out my prize
And at home it withered into knots of tissue
I'm not the man she that I'd be
That's why she rests now with a slit of vice
I do believe that I had no choice
You had the nerve and now you're paying the price
Of your misdeeds as you sweltered into a ball
After these years of forcing
Spat out by you when you buried our hatchet
I gave you wings and you flew away
Sticking yourself together with glue
And at least one of us is still here to say
'Oh, how I miss you'
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