Nicole Baker Poems

Obsession
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To My Dearest Love,

Each and every day I pine for you, wanting to be close to your body, to be able to smell your scent and taste your skin on my own. I would love to hold you close to me and tell you how important you are, how special you are and not let things get in our way. I need to tell you that you shouldn't be dragged down, be torn apart by people as if they were savage dogs fighting over their meal, because you are worth more than that.
I wish I could tell you in person how I felt for you, but you make me stutter and blush like no tomorrow, you make my palms go all sweaty and mouth turn into a desert, it doesn't matter how much water I take, the dryness seems to never go away.
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I regret not being able to talk to you more openly.
I regret not being able to trust you more than I could.
I regret letting you go and losing you to someone else.
I regret all those times I shouted and screamed at you.
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As I wander aimlessly through the tall, green grass
I feel it's softness beneath my feet
Yet I feel its roughness running through my fingers and I glide them through
Hearing the wind rustle it, trying to get my attention
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You can what you wish, i've heard it all before,
You can curse what you like iv'e seen this all once,
You can trow as many rocks and broken bottles as you wish,
It may hurt me but the pain isnt the hardest part.
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I don't know where im running to and i don't care who i meet on my way.
Im crawling in myself like a thousand maggots rotting though my brain trying to
think of away to get to you first.
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Please stop! please stop hurting my family.

Please stop! you'r taking my heart away with thier screams echo's though my head.
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Im in my red dress, with my red shoes to match when im with you.
Red lipstick and a red hair clip you gave to me i will keep for ever.
Are you walking towards me?
Can i hear you footsteps coming closer as my heart runs like a thousand horse's.
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