Trying to ponder through my thoughts but it's just a F*****' mystery
Wishing that me and you wasn't just a short time in history
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My Cherished Rose
Trying to ponder through my thoughts but it's just a F*****' mystery
Wishing that me and you wasn't just a short time in history
Feelin' bad cause you never saw what I wanted you to see in me
Tryin' not to look back cause these thoughts are leaving me in misery
So I sit all alone wishin' you were here
Not with that other guy nibblin' on his ear
Unable to control myself fighting back a sorrow filled tear
My heart, crumbling apart, is my one and only fear
Realizing that my life is at its lowest low
Tryin' to find that part of me that you unknowingly stole
A part of me so sacred should've been written on a scroll
Wondering what it will take to refuel this empty soul
So I sat down and poured my heart out on this tear soaked page
My thoughts jumping from pure sadness to unrelenting rage
Combine that with the fact that I'm at my adolescent age
I feel as thought I should be locked up in an isolated cage
Why does love leave you with so much grief?
It quickly earns your trust like a cunning thief
Just letting you pour your heart out, it's such a great relief
But for what, a joyful feeling even know its just so very brief?
Love is just a mystery that no one really knows
hitting you unexpectedly with heart wrenching blows
Even though I feel like a beast you'll still always be my Cherished Rose
I just wish that when YOU sought out love I was the one you chose.