Nisha K. Janine Poems

My heart breaks
It aches for you
once i was so angry
your love made a way
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Look at me
My smile is more then enough
my clothes placed so no one wonders
my disfigured mind masked by laughter
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Drowning in intoxicant,
soaking up my downward domineer,
trying to understand!
yet with each sip, nothing becomes clear
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How do you tell the person you love,
that you never want to speak to them again?
How do you explain,
that it would be easer i you never meet?
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My longing is unjustified
my wants, wrong
yet without them i am empty.
I Know i need to move on
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My familiar friend, so dear to my heart
so long have i denied you in to my life
just knowing you are near makes me squirm
all the memories you have etched in to me
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blaring music drowning out my thoughts
the lyrics speaking to the darkness of my soul
agreeing with my bad choices
I am i strong...Do i give in? ?
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Words, witch one can i put together
to tell the one i love
i cant go on...
How can i portray
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Do you...
see the fear on my face
do you...
see the tears in my eyes
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I said i loved you to
...so its mostly my fault
I said i trusted you
...so thats why i feft you
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