Pamela Mote Poems

I stand thinking of you
Waiting for you
And I don't understand
I just want to cry
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Just like the flower
That is lying on my desk
I am slowly dieing
With each and every breath
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How can I put into words
This sensibility I feel?
Because for a while I have remained silent
And now it's hard to reveal
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It gets so hard
Can't you see on my face?
I'm falling apart
I try not to look your way
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I stay wanting to never leave
From the presence of the Supreme Being
Though I feel like crying
I ask that HE comfort me
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I wish it could be simple
Why do I make things so complicated?
I sit down in deep thought
With you running through my head
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The well known touch
I had to ignore
Inside I desired so much
But I didn't want my heart to be torn
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So this is how it ends?
I don't want to cry
But I felt good letting it out
Just thinking of what could have been
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You can see the traces of my tears
That is why you remain over there
Your hands don't deserve to touch this face
Because you'd leave a mark bigger than the tears have traced
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Can it be
That I am sad b/c of you?
The smallest things
Send me to be blue
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