The bleak of winter leaves me among despair
Thier is only anger and chill in the air
No happiness or laughing
Just grey clouds and bleak white sky
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Its a horror story in disguise
Its inside his eyes
My fairy tale
My fantasy
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Everything in life is a question and I dont have the answers.
My innocence has betrayed me.
I pray to nothing that this will go away.
My dreamcatchers broken and the dreams are leaving quickly. Breaking the hollow doors to get out, quietly not making a sound.
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A woman stood on the subway
Drinking her coffee and reading
She was minding her own buisness
In a skirt that was inviting
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Dear World,
You really never had the chance to know me
You never will get the chance
Because these words they are the last
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Take the razor, pull out the blade
Everlasting condemnation, bleed into a memory
Damaging darknes, blinding reality
Eternal mayhem, due to my stupidity
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Through these prozac colored eyes
I see many things
But I don't see anything that makes me not feel misery
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So sweet and simple with a devil inside
So perfect and pretty with those empty black eyes
I see myself behind her looking through the eyes
At the people with thier gaping jaws and amazed eyes
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Lay the knife down next to me, it shines so nicely
Lay the gun down next to me, it looks so inviting
Now you lie down next to me
I see no difference in these three things
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Im lost again in a confusing place
I hear its called my mind..
I dont want to be stuck in this darkness
But I dont wanna step into the light
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