I remember all the times I used to smile
All the times i jumped for joy when i was just a child
All the times I thought I was in a world of make believe
Thinking everything surrounding me thinks twice before leaving me
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Sitting in my dark corner, rocking myself.
Trying to wake this dormant heart of mine.
Memories of the pain shooting across my eyes.
Pain so vivid, so deep, so real.
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Lost within my words, remembering why you left.
Rage burns in my heart for reasons I cannot confess.
Thoughts in my head circulating for answers.
Pain becoming stronger, spreading deep in my soul, like cancer.
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A lonely tear falls from an eye,
Not sure why its been shed.
And as it slowly trickles by,
It finds a spot to make its bed.
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In its arms, I lay cold.
Holding me tightly, never to let go
of what it has captured.
Hoping to possess the spirit of thy Lost Soul
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To a special friend that helped me during my darkest days.
To a special friend that showed me that loves comes in many ways.
To a special friend that is able to understand my grueling pain.
To a special friend that helped me find all my lost remains.
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I remember vaguely looking into your eyes for the every first time.
Almost as if a star were upon them,
When you would glare at me they would shine.
But thou perfection lied within your heart with a smile.
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Love gone bad, cutting deep into my heart.
My world falling to pieces, slowly turning dark.
The nightmare creeping up my spine, painfully seeping in.
Wounds beneath my skin begin to reopen and sting.
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A smile all of a sudden takes over my face.
All those good times, replaying like an old tape.
Remembering those moments we had, thinking it had gone to waste.
You took my heart showering it with such love and grace.
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