Brittany Bell

Rookie (10/05/88)

shattered innocence


im sorry, im sorry i whispered into the dark room
all alone, u left me, scarred and broken
u took my innocence away, are you happy?
are you happy that u did this? u took my childhood away from me
the only thing i had worth while, and u took that away

u took away the only thing i had going, u left me broken
alone weeping, embarrassed that i let this happened
u hurt me, u broke me, tore me up, scared me into not talking
u took my innocence away, are you happy?

u made me lose myself, lose myself in misery and despair
took away the one thing i hold dear to me, my pride
its all gone because of you, because u took that away
couldn't you have left me with something? ...

couldn't you have given me a break, and not let this happen
screaming for help, silently begging for someone to free me
from ur grasp, from ur hold on me, im a mute, waiting to be let out
u took away my innocence, my pride, my dignity, my childhood

nobody knew until too late, until u did it to someone else
u took away my friends, u left me alone, cold and bitter
heartless, and careless i was to have let this happen
all my fault, i could have said something but i didn't

i let this happen, i let it continue, was this some game to u?
i believe it was, u laughed in my face, called me worthless
said i deserve this, u tore away my pride, my innocence
all for ur amusement...how could i have let this happen?

the past is the past, the old me is gone, broke apart
from some mindless bastard who took my innocence from me
i will never forgive you for what u did to me, for what you made me into
u made me silent as a ghost, u made me put up a wall
that will take forever to break, u made me silent and i hate u for that

u are the only person i truly hate, for what u did to me
for what i have become, u are part of my past that im not proud of
i hate you, i hate you and i hope you burn in hell for the sins you have done
i hope you rot in jail until the day u die, u ruined my childhood,
u took everything from me for ur own sick amusement

i hate you i hope you know that,
i hope you die, i hope u rot
i hope you burn in hell
i hate you for what u did to me, for what u did to others
i hate you, i hate you I HATE YOU
End of story

Submitted: Tuesday, May 05, 2009

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