I lay wake day after day
night after nigh
just crying
crying tears of pain
...
at one time
love flutter in my head
the time with late night talks
and happy days
...
you talk, you think, you try to comprehend
yet you don’t understand
the beauty of them all
they dance around the
...
all the unknowing
the new beginnings
and the beginnings
I don’t know where
...
I thought you were out of
my life for good my dear
but no you come back
back to cause me more pain
...
whirling out of control
lost feeling
lost control
these cuts keep getting deeper
...
year after year
all theses games you’ve play
I now have to stop
I know its been fun
...
can’t keep going on
with all these thoughts
all these temptations
the thought keep coming to the surface
...