mommy
i never really got a chance to meet you
i was only 16 months when i died
did you know i have a mommy up here in heaven
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now that your no longer here on earth
i cant see your smile again
i cant hear your voice
i cant talk to you.
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if i died would you cry?
if i died would you be at my funeral dad?
if i died would you feel bad for what you did.
if i died would you say sorry?
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I must have been blind to see that
you were right here in front of my eyes
But now your gone,
i dont know how i'm suppose to go on without you
because you were always there and
i didnt notice that until you were gone.
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Even though your gone; i saw you today
i saw you in my memories, memories so far away
Even though your gone, i saw you today; i saw you in my heart
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your a soldier so
hold on, hold tight, you can fight
don't cry, dont die
be brave, be strong
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you made me feel happier then ever
you made me feel like i was your queen
you made me feel like i was your everything
but then MY everything was gone one day and that was you.
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Love,
love is a four letter word,
it can hurt and it can smile.
It can cause pain it can cause tears and fears.
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dad do u know how much better my life would have been for me if you were here?
or maybe theres a reason your not here,
maybe my life would be worse if you were here.
would you hurt me
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