my hands are steady
though my heart's flutter distracts
The metal sears my skin
as my fear and anger reacts
...
i sit waiting now
sit waiting for death to come
and think of life lived
...
and so I sit alone at night
me and my enemies
my jo staff,
my shattered mind.
...
Dark blade in hand,
its fate in your back,
while eyes of the abyss,
stare,
...
Heartless,
thoughtless,
selfish to a point,
no one knows who i really am,
...
If you come up to me in real life you will never know i am the author)
Day Of Glory
My only triumph
upon the whole universe
is my death
My only freedom
of thoughts from mind
is my death
My only distinction
from the angels and devils
is my death
My only decision
after all my decisions
is my death
But death is short-lived
and the thing that pleases me
is my death
because i shall live on