Samarah Essler Poems

There's so much I cant explain,
theirs just so much feelings,
just so much pain,
I try to tell people what I feel,
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Hoping to get my life together,
wishing for my life to get better,
wondering if it will,
feeling like times standing still,
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Happy cause I have you,
scared cause I dont want to lose you,
sad cause your not understanding me,
greatful cause your at lest trying,
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I've falling apart,
when did this start? ,
how can I get myself back together? ,
how can I make myself feel better? ,
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when will the stress go away? ,
I'm still waiting for that day,
when I will stop feeling so down,
and start lifting from the ground,
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I love you,
but i dont know what to do,
I left you,
will I be able to make it through? ,
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I do everything the same way,
each and every single day,
I sit around,
always feeling down,
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I look up into the sky,
which I wish was not so high,
cause I want to reach out,
but I can't seem to,
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Those three words that you say,
I know you them cause you want to stay,
I also know its true,
when you say I love you,
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Wishing I had a gun,
hoping that your the one,
feeling like everythigns wrong,
I just want to be gone,
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