i wait for the day that i'm alive
i wait for the day my heart beats and i feel
i wait for the day people see me and not thru me
...
dearly departed dignity.
downtrodden.
demeanor &
disposition of
...
If my soul was bound be fervor
my heart was bound by love
If my sight was limited by pain
...
equal in dark&light
of measure things seen
and their counterpart
real things invisible
...
desiring things
decrease their occurrence in perception
while potentially
increasing
...
dutifully numb
i awake to the progress of humanity
i hit the snooze button of my apathy
i fall back to numb
...
the mundane of everyday life
wears at my soul as
i seek solace in the strange
...
the tree provided shade, as it stood
the leaves provided work, as they fell
i provided the quest; as i thought
to gather all the leaves
...
twisted sister and fashion mister
eyes crossed tongue out hips wide ever so lengthening stride
the fun of folding soul goes ever so slow
shaking ever so softly my preconceptions
...
Alive
i wait for the day that i'm alive
i wait for the day my heart beats and i feel
i wait for the day people see me and not thru me
not knowing that death draws ever nearer
sneaking upon me like a thief
he stalks me
romances me
tantalizes me
when will i forget that i'm alive?
that the pain that beats within my heart
muscle of sorrow contantly growing
cease to exist and give me peace!