SARAH A. STRUSZCZYK Poems

dont want it to be real
never wanted it to be fate
cant control the way i feel
cant control the things i hate
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Seems like everyone went back to normal
and forgot about you
when I sit here out of control
not knowing what to do
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straying away from existence
trying to ease the pain
because i lose it within an instance
and i'm back to square one again
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I feel frozen in time, refusing to move ahead
cant get you off my mind, your existence i cant forget
people tell me not to cry, but thats hard for me not to do
to be strong believe me i try, but i lost a piece of me when i lost you
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Falling into the pit of my own hell
Refusing to see the light
When all I want to do is yell
Eversince God took you from my sight
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Scared to move forward
Scared to fall behind
So scared of any changes
Scared of what I might find
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I listen to the beating of my heart
I hear the laughter and the tears
I end what never gets a start
And this is added within my fears
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Filled with empty goals
Filled with emptiness
From all the tales I’ve told
To wondering how it ever got to this
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Trying to figure out my life
Trying to figure out what I truly want
Can’t seem to do anything right
And the mistakes I make only come back to haunt
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Everyday is a blessing
For tomorrow is never promised
I learned this through a lesson
And I feel like my heart is garnished
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