I'll be damned, I did it again
I took on a project I did not begin
I wanted, yet waited until it was late
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I tried to run away but i was caught.
Instead of being persecuted, I was given the blessing to play my own hand at unconventional desires.
To me this was a shocking example of love.
Some things we should never have the permission to do.
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I may not be what you expected...
but I warned you of that. Here
we are a couple of nuts trudging
along a highway filled with potholes
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This is they way I'll most likely be
for ever and ever just like this so we...
..should learn to not confuse the good with the sour.
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I know your ulterior motive
I figured it out I've decoded...
...the real reason you did that favor.
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The pea that is a brilliant mind
has much to reabsorb and find...
...that many tell them what to do.
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I think I will... probably wont
I procrastinate... things I dont...
...take seriously, not enough.
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The hands that hold me also scorn.
And from him I find myself torn....
...away from him I think ill fill
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You will hurt with me
when I am blue.
I always wrap you
up in my pain.
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