sayia willows

Times like this, when my eyes drown out the light,
and when your responses become short,
I lay awake at night, thinking about us,
& why you won't let her go...
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As I lay here the pain starts to set in
I think hey its starting
the want to cut is so strong
I try to resist but your memories
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For you I would cut
For you I would die
For you I would end it all
For all you’ve done to me
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In the light of the day I want to be with u but I know I can’t so I walk around the town waiting wondering when night will come so I can be in your arms
I can’t take waiting any more I walk to your house I let my self in I walk to the basement I find u asleep in the coffin I once built for u
U look like your at peace but I know your not
u feel nothing but pain now but that will soon end I look at u and see the newly born vamp i've brought into this world I see u laying there and I cant wait for the night to come so I can be in your arms once again
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As I run I feel free
I feel the wind in my fur
I feel what no one else can feel
The freedom of being a wolf
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We've roamed the wild country
My beautiful yellow eyes,
Side by side we've hunted
Shadows dancing on northern skies.
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When I hear you crying softly
In the middle of the night,
I want to tell you I'm o.k.
And everything's alright.
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Free of spirit, body and soul
To her heart there was no key,
Captured by nothing, nothing at all
I wonder even by me.
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With amber eyes
he watches.
Over his pack,
his family.
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It is midnight... the in between time... between night and day.
The wind is warm and I hear the stream just beyond the tall grass.
You have walked ahead of me, but not too far.
You are my protector.
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Silent paws trotting
on a well beaten trail,
alone in the wilderness,
so young and so frail.
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I feel like i'm dying but i’m not
I feel like i’m falling but i’m not
I need to stay alive
I need to help my friend
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I always thought we would be together
I guess I was wrong
You left me for another
When you told me we would always be friends
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even though i feel my emotions
i know that they may not be what i realy feel
pain is one of few that i know i need to feel
to know that im still alive
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My world is nothing but pain
Nothing but sorrow
Nothing but wanting to die
Nothing but blood
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In the darkness of the night I here you breathing
I here your breath coming and going slowly end evenly
I want to touch your face and look at you but I don’t dare
To wake you all I want is hold you now to love you
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As I lay here
In the dark
I wonder
Was it
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Lies that’s all u ever told me
I thought I could trust you
But I was wrong all you ever
Told me was trash telling me
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