Scarred Unknown

You don't know me
And even if you did
You wouldn't like me
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I’m tearing in two
And I’m not sure what to do
My heart is screaming I love him
My mind saying I hate him
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you have been there for me
whether i wanted you or not
you mean everything to me
and i know it might not show
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My heart poring onto the page
I’m turning inside-out
On the outsides all people see
That’s what they think of me
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I am tainted
My skin
My breath
My soul
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Sitting on the bus ride home
Walking toward the door
I’m waiting for that moment
Falling to the floor…
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Your smile
Makes me smile
Your laugh
Makes me laugh
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Hate me when I hate myself
Hate me when I love myself
Just hate me you know you do
Hate me when I say I do
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heart broken lets me feel the pain
heart broken i don't run away
heart broken i can feel the pain
heart broken i try to run away
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i'm going to run away
i'm leaving this world
for all it has never done
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day and night i can see you there
light it up and breath it in.
take it in for its your life
it controls you
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I’m so tired of being broken
I’m falling apart
So tired of being broken
Just wish I knew why
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Laying on my floor staring at the roof
I’m only thinking of you
But you’re thinking of her
Why can’t it be me?
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I read your words knowing what you say you mean
But I don’t believe, I can’t believe not for anything
You ask me this question, I don’t believe
I read the poem, when I look away I can’t see
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your everything i need
i never knew i wanted
you make me smile
make me laugh
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Wanted to be what you saw in me
Begged for night and day
Wanted to be all you asked of me
Fallen to my knees
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as i look into your eyes.
my head spins again
i realize just how much
you mean to me
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THATS IT
i'm done
i can't take this anymore
THATS IT
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Why does it seem like life is always so far fetched
Like the air we breath the sun light we get
Is all just a magical dream
Moments that pass that make you wanna scream
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Theirs this guy in a chair
He’s sitting over there
He’s so far you see
But I know he loves me
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