you have been there for me
whether i wanted you or not
you mean everything to me
and i know it might not show
...
I’m tearing in two
And I’m not sure what to do
My heart is screaming I love him
My mind saying I hate him
...
My heart poring onto the page
I’m turning inside-out
On the outsides all people see
That’s what they think of me
...
Sitting on the bus ride home
Walking toward the door
I’m waiting for that moment
Falling to the floor…
...
Hate me when I hate myself
Hate me when I love myself
Just hate me you know you do
Hate me when I say I do
...
heart broken lets me feel the pain
heart broken i don't run away
heart broken i can feel the pain
heart broken i try to run away
...
day and night i can see you there
light it up and breath it in.
take it in for its your life
it controls you
...
I’m so tired of being broken
I’m falling apart
So tired of being broken
Just wish I knew why
...
Laying on my floor staring at the roof
I’m only thinking of you
But you’re thinking of her
Why can’t it be me?
...
I read your words knowing what you say you mean
But I don’t believe, I can’t believe not for anything
You ask me this question, I don’t believe
I read the poem, when I look away I can’t see
...
Wanted to be what you saw in me
Begged for night and day
Wanted to be all you asked of me
Fallen to my knees
...
as i look into your eyes.
my head spins again
i realize just how much
you mean to me
...
your everything i need
i never knew i wanted
you make me smile
make me laugh
...
Why does it seem like life is always so far fetched
Like the air we breath the sun light we get
Is all just a magical dream
Moments that pass that make you wanna scream
...
I'm me and no one else. My poems are true and me nothing more or less. I have no way to express myself because I don't say anything aloud. I keep to myself my feelings I have never shared my poems so be sure to tell me what u think. these are my thoughts. They were never ment to be read.. but I give up and I need to keep track of them I guess.)
My Hero (Dad)
you have been there for me
whether i wanted you or not
you mean everything to me
and i know it might not show
but you are my only hero
you keep me
on the right path
you open doors
and you push me high
so that i can fly
as far as i can go
i know we argue
and i know we bicker
but through all and all
it ends the same
you know me more
than i know me
you show me things
i'd never see
i know that to you
i mean everything
but did you know
you are my everything
you gave me all i have
and show me what i don't
you keep me humble
and you keep me true
but the best you do
is let me know what i do
and no matter what i do
you'll still be there
you are the only one
who has stayed with me
stayed by me
and loved me
through all these things
are the reasons why
you are and always will be
my hero
hello it is jake capps add me lol i love your writing and i would like to share mine with you but you gotta tell me how to work this site lol