Shanice Davis

The world is deceiving
The world is repeating
The world is a challenge you gotta get through
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Lets go through the rainbow, and point out color to color,
So we can see what type of person Shanice is deep down under:

Red is for the victims and lives that she demolished
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A light appears outta nowhere
My thoughts, feeling, and ideas disappear
The world is coming to an end right before your very eyes
Your prize possessions are destroyed,
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What I think don't come out right
What I feel don't come out right
I try and try but don't get nowhere
It's like I'm in another dimention
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I'm sorry that I distance from you
I'm sorry that I say I don't care
I'm sorry that I'm not real, even when you try to be there
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Oct.1st the day is the day
The day where I go some place so far away
I start in C.R., then move to the Chi,
Then to New York the place where you die
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A slice of my wrist and the I'll be gone
Everyone sitting there laughing saying we have finally won
As I sit in my room on S3 red
Staying on that same step and status till the day I'm dead
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I hate the way I'm mischievous
I hate the way I'm covert
I hate the way I'm neglected, even when I get hurt
I hate the way I love the things I hate most
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It all started at age 3
I got sexually abused by my bio dad
And dropped kicked to the floor cause I was supposably bad
At age 4 I got sent to a foster home for about 2 years or so
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I am loyal and determined
I wonder will I ever get motivated,
I hear the swift movements of the water dancing with the wind
I see the stars twinkle as it glows as begins to join the water and wind in there calming dance
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Taking candy from a baby or a soul from its mate,
Is how I feel, when we separate
cause I know in the morning when I wake to see your eyes,
There not gonna be there to make my cloudy skies, shine
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This place I know of is far from normal,
In actuality it's very informal
My whole family is there and there is no drama to be seen,
So look around my kingdom like a fish in the sea
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