you are the boy that i thought i loved
i thought it was just enough
iwasnot afraid of what you would say
but its true my heart came undone
...
lets pull time out of its track
lets makethe world turn back
lets kill thekings and ripoff their wings
think of the riches we'll have
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Je t'aime Je t'aime
I call out your name
but i still feel insane
talking to my bottle of pain
...
just take my life
and take it now
before his words
will push me out
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death lurks, my head jerks
to turn another way
but i am trapped the walls cave in
i cant get away
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If we live to die, we miss out on our lives
but what good is this life, if you know its a lie
and how can i tell you that you're turning wrong
if i cant pick myself up if i dont understand the sun
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failing to exhale these poisenous thoughts
hearing your words knowing their never lost
wasting away my time wanting you voice
and nobody realizes this is my choice
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numbness overcomes my will to fight
but i see you are holding me, i know im alright
your arms are the heaven that i know of best
like a potion of healing, you raise my last breath
...
one more word of your kind tender words
and im sure that i will melt with that fire it burns
like wax in the window the moon calls for me
and the stars in your eyes light my way, i can see
...
here i stand reaching out my hands
eyes closed breath still lingering
and somewhere i can feel your touch
and my body is trembling
...