something changing Poems

when i look back
at my thoughts
from long ago
i realize
...

I tried to make a list
Of all the things
That remind me of you
But I realized
...

You whisper the words
I can't bear to hear
Please
Let's keep this simple
...

The delirium
Of 4 AM
The moving walls
And long lived yawns
...

A smile
When I see yours in my mind
A tear
When my eyes remember yours
...

Stars so bright
Showing worlds away
Letting me glimpse my universe
No edge
...

I've got no heart
Just a patient body
Waiting for your touch
For your fingertips
...

seeing my words
-MY words
..everywhere
a touching surprise
...

i think you've read them
but you haven't said for sure
so now i'm left wondering...
what did you think?
...

so tie this noose around my neck
cause i'm going down
going down in the depths
this water will keep me
...