something changing Poems

why you and not me?
you get to be free!
i want my escape
but there's no other way
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don't cry for me
when you realize i'm gone
when you find out who i am
and what i've done wrong
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my future
in one decision
i have set it in stone
in one swift move
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i made my choice
and my choice was to not choose
what happens next
is not of my choosing
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i've got a new feeling
down in my bones
i've got this new feeling
that's feeling like home
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is it alright
if i just miss you a little?
will you object
if i'm not over it yet?
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my heart...
my heart...
in pain...
from your memories
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(Inspired by A Day to Remember's lyrics: 'you should have killed me when you had the chance')

no way to heal
my heart's left broken
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broken down
into nothing but a wisp
a tiny little
fragment of what i was
...