Tanner Geldart Poems

Demons control everyday life
Demons make you wanna pick up your knife
Demons make wanna just hack away
Another painful day
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To reach for the sky
No wonder why
I missed my chance down here
No need to decieve me with your lies
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Can you see the darker side of me?
The side that yearns to erupt and rip this world apart?
Tear humanity limb from limb and leave only the few who are truly good behind for a new start?
Well can you see the side I fear and yet thats the side I hold so dear.
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As the moon rises and the sun sets
I am done taking these bets
About how long it'll take for my heart to collapse
How long it will take for me to relapse
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Will you write love on your arms is the question?
To help all these people with there depression
This obsession with cutting yourself
To deal with the pain cuz you think you got no one else but your razor
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I'm not naive enough to believe I'm in love at this age
No I won't let my emotions decieve but I can't concieve a word
For how I feel bout you cuz when I hear your troubles it makes me lose
All control and I just wanna help any way I can to stand back and watch is not my plan
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Blind I am to the ways of life
But beauty I can see even through this strife
Beauty has a name and I wish it to rain in love from these lips
But unfortunatly I will never know the caressing touch of those finger tips
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I feel the pain don't wanna get up
Cuz I'll just fall down again
Giving up seems to be a good choice
Cuz this is where I end
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I refuse to break this pain I'll take
I now see clearly because I'm awake
My one mistake
Was to think you'd ever feel the same
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I leave my heart behind cuz whats the point
When it's always broken
Hey here's a token of how much I care
Take my heart everywhere
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