The pain of a last kiss

As a mere freshman in high school
I was cursed with the miracle of life
Or an angel of death
That was wrapped in a pink blanket.
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I lay in my room
To cry myself to sleep
My body full of aches
And pains
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I didn't make you dropp the beer
But go ahead, hit me again
I didn't make you have me; a horrible daughter
But go ahead, hit me again
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Hey Dad
What's wrong? Why did you hit me today?
Hey Dad
Why are you acting this way?
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In my room
And on my wall
Is a picture
In the fall
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At first I thought
Everything was at it's worse
Meaning
That's as bad as it gets.
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Don't you hate it
When people you don't know
Walks up to you and
And tells you that everything will be okay?
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If I were to have a super power
Then visibility I choose
Because at the moment no one sees me
And so I always lose
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If I had only known
That this was the my life would be
I would have surendered long ago
And then I would never be
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I feel so lonley sometimes
Even in a room full of people
I am not alone though
I don't know why I feel this way
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I hurt
I cry
But I keep strong
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After everything I have been through
After looking in the past
I can see that life is changing
And it's changing really fast.
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Hey Dad
People have seen my arms
People have sen my scars
And now they look at you
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Help me, sir.
If you see me sitting on the side walk.
Help me, ma'am
If bruises cover my body
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I'm lost
You lead

I'm hurt
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I sit here
Quietly
With nothing to say
I never do
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Shut your mouth and listen to what I have to say,
I'm going to take you back to that one specific day.
I was laying in bed alone while listening to you and him talk on the phone.
You said, 'Well if they have the money I don't see why not,
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There is a reflection of pain in her eyes, as she fights back tears.
Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years.
Innocence gone.
Just taken away.
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Crying tears of Hell
Blood running free
Screaming out for help
But no one cares about her
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I want a chapter one
Sort of life
Chapter one is where
Everything is alright
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