It's hard to explain the pain that i feel
but i really needed you to know.
This pain i have will never heal
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Did you ever wonder what it was like
to be the child that screamed at night
to lay bed and try to sleep
with thoughts in your head that run so deep
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I wake in the morning, wondering how it would be
to get out of bed and be pain free.
To walk around with, a smile on my face
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What can you say when they can't explain
tell you they're sorry there's nothing we can do
live your life in constant pain
can't understand why this happened to you.
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There was a day, I can remember good
sitting on the bed, watching the t v
you came in my room, with a piece of wood
said you had something, to teach me.
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As i sit hear and think, of the times gone by
I watch them drink, and i start to cry.
Suddenly i see the anger come, and there tempers start to rage
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I read so much of this inside
now all you hear is suicide.
Whats it get you and where do you really go
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Love is a gift, that was handed to us by God from the heavens above
that why it's call love, it was meant to be gentle and free as a dove
love is not meant to be used as a weapon, to hurt and destroy
it isn't a game that you play with people's feels, and break em like little toys
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