As I sit here
alone and thinking
Distracted thoughts
yet contemplating
...
Love,
it rings in the New Year
With new hopes,
and discarded fear
...
My chest grows tighter,
with every heartbeat
Synaptic misfiring,
trying to draw my retreat
...
The one’s I’ve placed on my center stage
But now my values have been rearranged
Love... family kept within my legion
The only ones that precede my demons?
...
Where have all
our values gone?
Were born we live
and then we’re gone
...
Unspoken words
No consideration of how I may feel
only judging me while I’m popping a pill
...
Dark Cloud feasting
upon your soul
Slowly spinning your life
out of control
...
So distressed
I cannot sleep
This stark realization
I want to weep
...
Forlorn this love
you gave to me
Deciding it was
not meant to be
...