what is this feeling inside me?
it's leading me blindly
where it takes me i don't know
it's somewhere i don't wanna go
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</>pain filled eyes
she feels numb as she slowly dies
heart cold as snow
she doesn't let any of her pain show
...
i wish you knew these feelings that i hold inside
the ones i try so hard to hide
i wish you knew this pain i feel
from a broken heart that does not heal
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i don't have the balance
think i'm gonna fall
wish i had teh talent
i don't belong here at all
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feeling i keep inside
trying so hard to hide
the pain of losing a loved one
what have i done?
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death surrounds the air
leaving people in despair
crazed with grief and pain
letting their energy drain
...
lost in pain and misery
have a bad history
just waiting to die
out escapes a small cry
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i used to cut through the rain
to release all my pain
it's really sad
i miss the life i had
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the secrets that i hide
is from when my brother died
i lived so happily
when i was with my family
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