I gazed up the sacred night painting
Wishing just to hold him again
I felt the unseen breeze brush against me
I watched the moon, its face of porcelain
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As I watched him I let out a sigh
He comes closer giving me his friendly smile
He gives me hug meant I was a friend
Back in my mind I wish this pain would sooner end
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I'm not living alone
Though I've been feeling lonely
I turned my smile to a frown
No hints of being happy
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i dropped a tear in the ocean
i thought it would end my misery
now i sleep with a gun
trying to silence for eternity
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she knows where she is
she doesn't belong
she's lost with her heart
and she feels so alone
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Sure enough some people cared
Some of them did truly love
I haven't noticed 'cause I was scared
I always thought it was never enough
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I sat there in silence
My mind drowned in thoughts
I built my own fences
Untied my own knots
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Like a plague it’s taking over
A disease engulfing the possessor
A beginning of a painful future
The end of all the happy pictures
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You make me stand up when I feel like falling
You make me look ahead when I feel like crying
You make me wait for another tomorrow when I feel like dying
You’re the one who shelters me when it’s always raining
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A thousand years of tears,
A thousand years of wither
You shall never heed my cries
Only with remorse despite of all of bliss
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