My heart was lost and lonely
No rhythm, no melody
No sunshine, no fantasy
Only heartless, only cold I shall be
...
I always believed I was strong
And I was always in control
I never let anybody in
I never let them close
...
There you are right by the corner
And I’m helplessly staring at you
Your charm and gentle look,
So calm like leaves falling in an autumn breeze
...
Does It Matter?
My heart was lost and lonely
No rhythm, no melody
No sunshine, no fantasy
Only heartless, only cold I shall be
Nothing left, nothing to give
And “Happy Ever After” is all I am made to believe
Just a far distant land I can never reach
But hey, does it really matter?
My mind is always full of doubt
I want to love, I want to live
But pain holds me back
I can never leave
And I know, no one can ease this pain for me
So, why does it matter?
I know, now, what I should do
To penetrate this icy doom
But then, again, will I be able to fight?
Questions are all I have left
Never shall you know the rest.
How is Padstow these days? I see you every day but you never notice me...555