Should we have broken up?
Was it a mistake?
So many questions run through my mind right now.
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I know this isn't right is it?
But I get jealous of his lover.
How they can be there with him...
Do stuff with him that I couldn't when we were together...
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Like a shadow the memories of you follow me.
They remind me of how happy we were.
They haunt my dreams,
As my heart longs for you.
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Child you look for comfort and do not find it.
I look into your eyes and see a tormented soul,
Why this bothers me I don't know.
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I cover this eye to hide it form the world.
For when they look into it,
They see the window to my mind.
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I keep this a secret from the world.
No one knows that I know and that is killing me inside.
For I swore to tell no one cause I didn't want you to hurt.
But the memory comes back to me and hurts.
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In a sleep I will fall,
An eternal sleep of which I will not wake.
I will sleep there,
waiting for you to awaken me from this sleep.
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I walk beneath the moonlight.
I wish you were here with me,
To guide me back home.
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The streets were dead.
The feeling lingered in the air,
As it got cold.
There is no one here anymore,
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