a silent cry from a silent voice Poems

Bang! ! ! there it is again, im down on my knees, with my head in my hands,
I stumble to my feet weaker then before, my head hurting, ears ringing and my spine killing.
I can see the light in the darkness that surrounds my life knowing that I will never reach it in time
my body is so weak and heavy, I find it hard to breath some times, the pain it hurts so much I think im dieing, my head is so full of noise it going to explode.
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The time is here..and the end is near..i think its time for me to walk off and disappear.

This road i follow as come to an end..on any one else i can no longer depend.
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tieard and weak i crawl..still searching for that elusive end..my body acks and my mind a wreak..cold and alone i stumble on Wat i know not..i feel a glimmer of hope in the shell you all call me..just waiting for its return.
i get to my knees..so frail and weak..too tiered to keep moving..slowly i creep still not knowing wot lays ahead..i can feel its presence lingering in wot ever shadows remain..not knowing when its going to strike.
i feel stronger with every step i make feeling better with each breath i take..the darkens seems to be changing in wot way I’m unsure..i can see a small shimmering flicker of light in the far away distance.
toward it i turn with a smile on my face..my heart is pounding and my mind is racing and thats when it strikes……my back starts to acke..iv got to keep moving and try make up as much ground as i can.
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Stuck here like this, no were to go and nothing around to see, flat empty and lonely.

I’ve been wondering for year’s, months, weeks and days with only myself to keep myself company.
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