Adam Dumais

You say that I'll forget that I'll move on
I sleep at dawn for my mind buzzes with thoughts
of you that I know to be true, I wish I could cry even
though I try I find it easier to die but do not look at me
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When I finally lay still
I'll allow freedom to fill this void
should I take this pill?
for the sake of me and you?
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sometimes I go sane for just a little while
sometimes I think i have something to gain
sometimes I lie to myself,
often I die and feel my mind sigh
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You never want to die like this
please dont watch as I try this
please dont cry i was never here
I came into being dead so dont shed a tear
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I cant remember the last time sleep came
I dont remember the last time I could weep
should I try and cry or simply break down and die
do you see what im trying to imply?
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sleep is somthing for all but the wicked
as I sit wondering where I was misled
curious, am I just being tested?
this pain that has festered in my soul,
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