You say that I'll forget that I'll move on
I sleep at dawn for my mind buzzes with thoughts
of you that I know to be true, I wish I could cry even
though I try I find it easier to die but do not look at me
...
When I finally lay still
I'll allow freedom to fill this void
should I take this pill?
for the sake of me and you?
...
sometimes I go sane for just a little while
sometimes I think i have something to gain
sometimes I lie to myself,
often I die and feel my mind sigh
...
You never want to die like this
please dont watch as I try this
please dont cry i was never here
I came into being dead so dont shed a tear
...
I cant remember the last time sleep came
I dont remember the last time I could weep
should I try and cry or simply break down and die
do you see what im trying to imply?
...
Theres nothing to tell.)
Not Forgotten
You say that I'll forget that I'll move on
I sleep at dawn for my mind buzzes with thoughts
of you that I know to be true, I wish I could cry even
though I try I find it easier to die but do not look at me
as a freak i simply seek a way to free myself from
the torment you instill into me
though you know not how much I've fought with the thought
of death it enshrouds me like a wreath so I finish this with no ryhme
just
Sorry