I want to see a loving face and gentle eyes.
I want to feel a hand intertwined with mine.
I want to hear someone say they love me,
and know they really mean it.
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Will I ever know who I am
even though I can't be anyone but me?
I am trying to define myself
with these words I have been taught
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You've told me that I'm different.
You've told me that I'm strange.
You tell me that I'm negative,
I guess I can't complain.
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Every day you see her
there's a smile upon her face.
There's laughter in her eyes
and cheeriness in her voice.
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The stars are beautiful tonight;
don't you agree?
From what I can see of your face
flickering in the firelight
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The room around me is
empty
The smell of stale sex lingers in the air.
even after a week since
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A star that twinkles in the sky shines bright.
A wink as if it almost knows my lie.
A flicker in the darkness of the night.
It follows me as if it were a spy.
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You look so calm,
so peaceful lying there in bed.
Even the drool dribbling to the pillow...
well, at least it's entertaining.
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The sun slowly makes its journey into the sky
the canyon begins to turn to its state of red
rocky landscape as far as the eye can see
from this boulder next to the RV
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Today is the day when forever ended.
He said he'd love me forever.
I guess this is when forever ends.
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