Numb
I'm in limbo.
I don't know what the day will bring.
I feel stuck
not sure of which way to proceed.
I'm lost
I don't know where to go.
I'm numb
I can't feel anything anymore.
I'm confused
Caught in a dizzy maze.
I feel alone
even if I'm in a crowded home.
I'm empty
I need to be filled again.
I'm at my bottom
I pray for this day to end.
(written 4/14/09)