The family cries and laughs
however I am incapable of both.
Everyone will grieve and heal
yet the numb of your absence I loathe.
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Funerals are strange to me
Stunning the significance of a man no longer
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The redundancy undoubtedly shouts at me.
Nothing more to see, crying to be set free.
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All before the blue king
Gripping, reaching, his kingdom blossoms
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If you don't know why you're alive
You are not living.
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Already anticipating agnostic ancestry
Badly bruised boy, battling bravery
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