Alma Lopez Poems

I see you and it's still hard to look away
but I still try to ignore you're there
It's just so hard not to care
I'm here you're there
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She came into my life
Out of nowhere
And all she ever did, since the start of it all was
Take my happiness away
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What do you do when what you want isn't what your heart wants?
all you want is to make that one person happy at any cost.
even at your own cost..
What do you do when you know it's not healthy but that's what you want?
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I stop and sit
stare off into the world then my life
I see this girl living at someone else's pleasure
like a puppet doing her all for someone else
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The days are lonely but only i know that
Only i feel the empitness in the air without feeling you take a breath by my side
Should i not feel this but it's a pain i cannot avoid
It's like you're stuck in my heart
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I'm lost in this dispair that i can't bear to take
Lost in this crowd and no one seems to care
Can't handle this unknown..
Make the fear go away i can't face it alone..
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Baby your time isn't up
I'm searching for your love
Looking for your love
Searching for a sign
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Lost....
you feel like if you want to die...
your so mad...
you ask yourself, why? ?
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Truly....
i'm not sure anymore.
I keep trying to be your ONE, and it keeps not working out.
I fall to my knees and pray to the Lord,
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I just love you.
It's that simple to say but so complicated to describe.
It's like living in a bottle lost in love.
There's no way out of it.
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